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Mistress To The Horror Kid

Fill My Empty Heart

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Start weight in January:160 Ibs.
GOAL BY JULY 25TH: 132(?)pds.
GOAL BY AUGUST 20TH:125 Ibs.</span>
GOAL BY SEPT.17TH:120 Ibs.

I will not stand for this
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Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.

Monday, March 1, 2004 is SI Awareness Day.



coin operated boy-Dresden Dolls

coin operated boy
sitting on the shelf he is just a toy
but i turn him on and he comes to life
automatic joy
that is why i want a coin operated boy
made of plastic and elastic
he is rugged and long-lasting
who could ever ever ask for more?
love without complications galore
many shapes and weights to choose from
i will never leave my bedroom
i will never cry at night again
wrap my arms around him and pretend....
coin operated boy
all the other real ones that i destroy
cannot hold a candle to my new boy and i'll
never let him go and i'll never be alone
not with my coin operated boy......
this bridge was written to make you feel smittener
with my sad picture of girl getting bitterer
can you extract me from my plastic fantasy
i didnt think so but im still convinceable
will you persist even after i bet you
a billion dollars that i'll never love you
will you persist even after i kiss you
goodbye for the last time
will you keep on trying to prove it?
i'm dying to lose it...
i want it
i want you
i want a coin operated boy.
and if i had a star to wish on
for my life i cant imagine
any flesh and blood could be his match
i can even take him in the bath
coin operated boy
he may not be real experienced with girls
but i know he feels like a boy should feel
isnt that the point that is why i want a
coin operated boy
with his pretty coin operated voice
saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
straight and to the point
that is why i want
a coin operated boy

People I care about ♥
girlxskull Is my biotch,Rocks my casbah and has the coolest clothes! <333333
zombiecrush is just an all around straight to the point guy,gives great advice...and listens to the most stellar bands <333
fishnetsand_ana She is an all around sweetie..also my best fasting buddy!
xglitterfagx My cousin and LONG TIME best friend. MEEP. nuff' said!!!
nakigara She is gorgeous beyond belief. Such a sweet girl as well <333

Johnny Depp In one of my favorite movies:Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas!♥

20's, 40's, 45 grave, 99 ibs., :wumpscut:, alien sex fiend, angelina jolie, anorexia, aphex twins, apocalyptica, asian schoolgirls, asphyxiation, bauhaus, bella morte, bettie page, bikini kill, bile, black and white photography, black cuntry rock, blitzkid, bondage, bratmobile, cabaret voltaire, calabrese, christian death, christina ricci, clan of xymox, cocteau twins, collar bones, courtney love, covenant, crass, danzig, das ich, dead boys, depeche mode, devotchkas, dir en grey, dominatrix boots, dresden dolls, echo and the bunnymen, edward gorey, elvira, eva o, fantomas, fear cult, fishnets, flapper girls, friedrich nietzsche, front 242, g.b.h, gary numan, gene loves jezebel, gitane demone, glenn danzig, gray matter, gwar, h.p. lovecraft, h.r. giger, hole, iggy and the stooges, inkubus sukkubus, insomnia, jack the ripper, johnny depp, joy division, kill bill, kylie minogue, l7, lady death comics, leaether strip, legendary pink dots, leopard print, lonely, long flowy skirts, love and rockets, maryjanes, megadeth, mini skirts, ministry, mission uk, motley crue, motorhead, mysticism, nekromantix, nerve agents, new model army, new york dolls, nightwish, nosferatu, paganism, peter murphy, photography, pig (the movie), pj harvey, psychology, queen adreena, rammstein, reverand horton heat, rozz williams, rudimentary peni, samhain, serial killers, sisters of mercy, skinny puppy, sneaker pimps, specimen, stabbing westward, starbucks, starving, stray cats, subhumans, suicide commando, switchblade symphony, t.s.o.l, tall thin girls, tank girl, the addams family, the birthday party, the cramps, the cult, the damned, the faint, the horrorpops, the misfits, the super heroines, the young ones, theatre of tragedy, tiger army, tim burton, tones on tail, turbonegro, type o negative, underweight perfection, vampira, velvet, vincent price, violent femmes, vnv nation, voltaire, waist cinchers, x, zombies